Never, ever, ever startle me....

                  Phonophobia: it even has a name!
First, I hate being startled. Second, I fear being startled. Its crazy, I get into such a panic when someone startles me. I might even cry. Funny thing: those whom I tell to never startle me, always do it again. And I always fall for it and scream or make a really bad face.
So, now you know to never startle me ever! And to make it clear, here is my startle face. My b/f snuck up on me, startled me and took a picture. I love the face, totally priceless

Hope you had a great weekend with no startles!

Someone hit me with a pan, Please

Have you ever wished that someone could hit you with a pan on the head???
I know, that's crazy and a very stupid wish.
I also know that we should be careful what we wish for because we might just get it.
But surely, I could give quite an amount of money for an adrenaline rush right now. Am feeling a little blaaah blaaaaaah. Really, its like am just here, juuuuuuust here.
Do other people feel like this or is it just me.
Where is the energy?? Where are the loud laughter friends who make you laugh so loud that you fear that the landlord might chase you out of the house.
I really need some action right now, whatever, anything to make me feel alive. Right now, its like the days are just passing me by. I need action and I need it now.
Something to look forward to: Tomorrow night, am going to a party, am really hoping that I do not overdrink and go all crazy in an attempt to feeeel some life. But I highly doubt that I will be cool, I wanna be excited and if some drinking will get me excited, I will do it.

This is me

Source: snack-face.com via Katie on Pinterest

I hope I wont look like this

Source: None via Ella on Pinterest

My dear sweet ones, just give me some love and help me get excited and full of life.