I want my own cute camera, just like this one
And a pretty house
With a beutiful lawn
And a handsome husband
Having fun..n...laughter..
Let me keep on dreaming coz dreams do come true. At least for me.Kisses
Monday, 24 October 2011
Am dreaming
Yes I am a dreamer. I like to dream big and especially during the day. So here I go,,
I want my own cute camera, just like this one
And a pretty house
With a beutiful lawn
And a handsome husband
Having fun..n...laughter..
Let me keep on dreaming coz dreams do come true. At least for me.Kisses
I want my own cute camera, just like this one
And a pretty house
With a beutiful lawn
And a handsome husband
Having fun..n...laughter..
Let me keep on dreaming coz dreams do come true. At least for me.Kisses
Wednesday, 19 October 2011
Something to Brighten (My) Your Day- Oh How Pinteresting
I have been feeling pretty down this week (Boyfriend problems) and so I have made it my job to find things that will cheer me up. I love flowers but I do not receive them as often as I would like so I will indulge myself and enjoy while linking with The Vintage Apple.
Tuesday, 18 October 2011
What do I say??
From the previous post, it was obvious that I needed a drink and I have to say, I actually got what I asked for.
My weekend was filled with fun and merry naking. On Saturday evening, I went to a house party with a group of my craziest friends and it was awesome.
By 'awesome', I mean we got really drunk, danced like crazy, laughed and actually made noise all night.
Sunday, was spent in bed since I could not even lift my head. Monday is gone and now all I have is Tuesday and the hope of tomorrow.
Am grateful for the weekend, for friends and for fun times. They remind you that you are here to live your life and not be overpowered by the bad times.
Lots of Love.
My weekend was filled with fun and merry naking. On Saturday evening, I went to a house party with a group of my craziest friends and it was awesome.
By 'awesome', I mean we got really drunk, danced like crazy, laughed and actually made noise all night.
Sunday, was spent in bed since I could not even lift my head. Monday is gone and now all I have is Tuesday and the hope of tomorrow.
Am grateful for the weekend, for friends and for fun times. They remind you that you are here to live your life and not be overpowered by the bad times.
Lots of Love.
Friday, 14 October 2011
Someone hit me with a pan, Please
Have you ever wished that someone could hit you with a pan on the head???
I know, that's crazy and a very stupid wish.
I also know that we should be careful what we wish for because we might just get it.
But surely, I could give quite an amount of money for an adrenaline rush right now. Am feeling a little blaaah blaaaaaah. Really, its like am just here, juuuuuuust here.
Do other people feel like this or is it just me.
Where is the energy?? Where are the loud laughter friends who make you laugh so loud that you fear that the landlord might chase you out of the house.
I really need some action right now, whatever, anything to make me feel alive. Right now, its like the days are just passing me by. I need action and I need it now.
Something to look forward to: Tomorrow night, am going to a party, am really hoping that I do not overdrink and go all crazy in an attempt to feeeel some life. But I highly doubt that I will be cool, I wanna be excited and if some drinking will get me excited, I will do it.
I know, that's crazy and a very stupid wish.
I also know that we should be careful what we wish for because we might just get it.
But surely, I could give quite an amount of money for an adrenaline rush right now. Am feeling a little blaaah blaaaaaah. Really, its like am just here, juuuuuuust here.
Do other people feel like this or is it just me.
Where is the energy?? Where are the loud laughter friends who make you laugh so loud that you fear that the landlord might chase you out of the house.
I really need some action right now, whatever, anything to make me feel alive. Right now, its like the days are just passing me by. I need action and I need it now.
Something to look forward to: Tomorrow night, am going to a party, am really hoping that I do not overdrink and go all crazy in an attempt to feeeel some life. But I highly doubt that I will be cool, I wanna be excited and if some drinking will get me excited, I will do it.
This is me
I hope I wont look like this
My dear sweet ones, just give me some love and help me get excited and full of life.
Wednesday, 12 October 2011
Oh How Pinteresting Wednesday- Dressy Edition
Oh how days fly and I find myself Pinning again. I love it anyway.
These are some of the ones I love, there are many more.
Hope you like them too.
These are some of the ones I love, there are many more.
Hope you like them too.
Tuesday, 11 October 2011
True to Me: Always
How does a person stay true to themselves?
Personally, this is a question that I do ask myself frequently. Life is big and it presents us with so many choices that it is actually quite difficult to stay true to oneself. I don't wanna get lost in all these things, all these people who I encounter everyday.
I want 'ME' to remain, the Millie that I have always known must remain even after everything else is gone.
Staying true to oneself involves, finding oneself first.
What things do you believe in?
What excites you or makes your heart tick?
I am not my body but I am a soul that gets uplifted by certain things.
These things nourish my soul and this is who I am.
For me, love, peace, joy, stillness and everything that makes me smile, a smile that comes from deep inside, that's who I am.
This is who I want to preserve.
Staying true means that I only engage in those activities that bring out this smile,
Staying true means that I only engage in those activities that bring out this smile,
Those things that nourish my soul and uplift it to greater heights.
Helping people not for the sake of it, but to touch their lives,
Establishing connections and keeping them open.
This is what staying true means to me.
Living from the deepest part of my heart and keeping in touch with my soul.
Hope you stay true to yourself.
Friday, 7 October 2011
I cannot Control Others
As mentioned in previous posts, there are certain beliefs that guide me thru life. One that I have discovered lately is that I am only responsible for my own thoughts, words and actions. Even if I go back to the moon and back, I can never control another person's thoughts, words and actions.
I know this, but I still allow another person's actions to influence my moods and happiness. I know sometimes, it is difficult to just be open about our feelings and our mistakes but today am gonna be vulnerable and expose my feelings.
Over the last couple of weeks, Mr b/f has really been acting weird and all crazy on me. Usually, it reaches a point where I just wanna talk and tell him all that is going on in my head. We then hold a meeting, where I do almost all the talking and at the very end, he says that he knows he is wrong and that he will put in more effort to make things better. We then go to sleep and the next day is as if nothing happened. Things get back to normal and its just like before we had the talk. Two days later, he does something that makes me angry and I cry, usually after he leaves for work. In the evening, we talk about it, he acts as if nothing happened and does not even apologize. The apology only comes when I ask about the same thing later. It has now become a cycle where I am only waiting for something else to happen, I cry, we talk and everything goes back to the way it was. I hate this situation and I know I deserve better.
However, one thing that I have realized is that I always hope that he will change and that he will show more willingness towards making things better. When he does not change, I then try to make him change by trying to treat him so nicely just to see if he will reciprocate.
But now am done, I have finally accepted that I cannot control his actions and that I cannot make him do something he does not want to do. Maybe he just does not want this to work or this is who he is. So, I accept it and I will not try to make him change any more. This does not mean that I do not love and care for him. In fact, I do, very much and this is why I will accept his choices. And then choose how I want to proceed with my life from there.
I have come to know that, we must always give the other person the freedom to make their own choices and if their choices do not make us happy, then we have a choice to make too. Look for something else or stay and accept that this is the person they have become.
I accept that I cannot change my boyfriend and I am not in any way responsible for the choices he makes. I am only responsible for my own choices.
I know this, but I still allow another person's actions to influence my moods and happiness. I know sometimes, it is difficult to just be open about our feelings and our mistakes but today am gonna be vulnerable and expose my feelings.
Over the last couple of weeks, Mr b/f has really been acting weird and all crazy on me. Usually, it reaches a point where I just wanna talk and tell him all that is going on in my head. We then hold a meeting, where I do almost all the talking and at the very end, he says that he knows he is wrong and that he will put in more effort to make things better. We then go to sleep and the next day is as if nothing happened. Things get back to normal and its just like before we had the talk. Two days later, he does something that makes me angry and I cry, usually after he leaves for work. In the evening, we talk about it, he acts as if nothing happened and does not even apologize. The apology only comes when I ask about the same thing later. It has now become a cycle where I am only waiting for something else to happen, I cry, we talk and everything goes back to the way it was. I hate this situation and I know I deserve better.
However, one thing that I have realized is that I always hope that he will change and that he will show more willingness towards making things better. When he does not change, I then try to make him change by trying to treat him so nicely just to see if he will reciprocate.
But now am done, I have finally accepted that I cannot control his actions and that I cannot make him do something he does not want to do. Maybe he just does not want this to work or this is who he is. So, I accept it and I will not try to make him change any more. This does not mean that I do not love and care for him. In fact, I do, very much and this is why I will accept his choices. And then choose how I want to proceed with my life from there.
I have come to know that, we must always give the other person the freedom to make their own choices and if their choices do not make us happy, then we have a choice to make too. Look for something else or stay and accept that this is the person they have become.
I accept that I cannot change my boyfriend and I am not in any way responsible for the choices he makes. I am only responsible for my own choices.
Wednesday, 5 October 2011
Oh How Pinteresting Wednesday- Dream Home
Its Wednesday and you gotta love this link up coz its awesome. Join and share.
Today its all about my dream home. enjoy!
Hope you enjoy and have fun pinning.
Today its all about my dream home. enjoy!
Hope you enjoy and have fun pinning.
Tuesday, 4 October 2011
Moderation
When it comes to life, we are told that most of the time, it is good to act in moderation. This usually means that we have to avoid the extremes and focus on staying in the middle ground, not too high and not too low.
However, I believe that moderation can only apply to certain situations and certain people. Additionally, some kinds of extremes are good.
Take drinking for example, here moderation is highly required. One should never drink too much especially if they are a lady like me because embarrassing ourselves is the last thing we want to do. Eating is another thing that must be taken in moderation. Eating either too much or too little has its disadvantages.
When it comes to feelings and expression of emotions, moderation is difficult to exercise. Love for example, when does moderation come into play? Should a person hold their emotions just to show that they are exrecising moderation.
In general, moderation is a difficult thing to exercise but if we are conscious of our actions then we can choose areas where moderation works to our advantage.
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