Tuesday Ten (I am _ right now)

Joining up with Miss Mommy for Tuesday Ten. Today we are following her prompt and hope you can join us.

I am

feeling a sense of expectation and hope since new things are in the horizon.

I wonder

what the future holds for me. Especially the not so far future, like by Friday, what will have happened.

I see

Beauty and color and pomp. This is a personal choice to search for those things that make life beautiful.

I want

To rediscover myself and to participate in activities that I always loved but never had the opportunity to participate in.

I pretend

that I dont cry as much as I actually do.

I worry

That I might be too secretive or fearful of talking about my real feelings.

I cry

when I think that my relationship of 3 years and 7 months has come to an end.

I hope

To remain as optimistic as I am right now and to always know that things will be ok.

I dream

of a love filled with romance and passion. One that will take away my pain. I dream of my wedding day and the beauty that will be witnessed.

I feel

happy, hopeful and expectant.